On August 22, I start school again. It's my senior year. It's a year of new beginnings and bitter sweet endings. And I've got to admit. I'm definitely dreading the beginning of school, because it is school. But, I'm also excited. I get to see my friends, and I get to start some college level courses. Plus, this year, I'm doing a work study program. This pretty much means that I am only going to school for 5 hours then I'm going be going to work at the clinic! That will be my life everyday! I'm so excited. This will also help me run for the FFA vet. proficiency award, and of course it also gives me more experience in the clinic. So I guess I am mostly excited.
Though there is one major thing that I'm really dreading. Alex is leaving for college the Saturday before my school starts. I'll only see him every other weekend. It's going to really suck because he is my best friend. I tell him everything, and all I want after a long day of work is a big hug from him. He's just become apart of my routine. I talk to him everyday. Now he'll be an hour and a half away. I don't know I'm probably just being a clingy girlfriend right now, but I'm soooo going to miss seeing him almost everyday and hanging out with him.
And of course, I'm also dreading graduating and moving away from all the kids that I've grown up with my whole life. I'm going to go to a huge college where I know basically no one. And that's scary. But I'm also excited. It's going to be new territory, a new beginning. So I'll keep you updated.
"Anyone can show up when you're happy. But the ones who stay by your side when your heart falls apart, they are your true friends."
I am Samantha, and my goal for this blog is to basically share my experiences as a teenager. Basically, I am a teen. I have many hopes and dreams, many fears and insecurities that I let hold me back. There is so much that goes on in my life. Sometimes it is a struggle, and that is what this blog is about.