So sorry I didn't post yesterday or the day before, I was having internet problems with my computer. Anyways, I have an update on a post from a long while ago. Here is the link to the post if you want to read it:
Recently in the past few months, I forgave him. I made a decision to forgive because I got tired of holding a grudge against my grandfather. I'm not saying that I have really made it to the point where I don't feel a bit of resentment whenever I see him, but I let go of the hurt that I had buried deep inside. Mom and I saw him in Walmart the other day. I was comply shocked when I actually smiled at him. It felt foreign, but in a good way. If that makes any since. And I don't know that I'll ever have as close of a relationship with him as I did with Grandpa D, but I do truly hope to get to know him better and I hope that maybe, someday, he'll want to know me better too.
I want to start over, to forget about all the times he wasn't there. I want to think of him and have a happy memory surface, just one, just once. And someday, I hope to have the guts to tell him...
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